And it’s not like you dislike them or you don’t want to be friends with them. It’s that you have to try so hard to keep a conversation going, because there’s just nothing you have in common with them. I hate that.
When people (guys LOL) hit me up everyday… honestly it just annoys me. Text/FB chat me every OTHER day at most. And then don’t after a few days, and see if I talk to you first. If I don’t, I’m probably not interested.
But you know what? You do too. So before you go judging me for things I do, look at yourself. Last time I checked, you’re not perfect either. I’m getting really tired of you being so two-faced. You act so sweet in front of me, but I know you turn around and talk crap. How do you think that makes you look? Uh yeah, not good.
“People are like, ‘Getting dressed for school. SWAG.’ ‘Eating my cereal. SWAG.’ ‘Got a granola bar. SWAG.’ ‘Sitting up in class, reading chapter 7. SWAG.’ SWAG. SWAG. SWAG. You don’t have no motherfucking swag.”—Kingsley
Yes, I’m changing. You’re right when you say that I’ve changed recently—the way I dress, the people I talk to, the music I listen to, the way I act. But isn’t that part of growing up? I’m not doing anything bad. I’m not going out partying, I’m not lying to you. The changes you’re seeing in me, those are just part of my growth as a person. I don’t know what else to tell you.
Honestly, I have so much to be thankful for. I have a family, I have amazing friends. God has really blessed me. I get so caught up in what I don’t have sometimes, that it gets in the way. But now, I just feel like there’s too much in the world to not enjoy every little thing about life. I’m thankful for my struggles, without them, how would I grow as a person? I’m happy being single, because it allows me focus on myself and on God. If a boyfriend comes along, great. But I’ll make sure it’s right with God first. If not, fine. I’ve got other amazing things in my life.