“If you had a choice then what would you choose, to do. I can live without money, I can live without the fame and if every day was sunny I can live without the rain and if I ever went up to heaven I will fall right back down that life wouldn’t be living, cause your the one I couldn’t live without.
If I couldn’t blink will I still be able to see you. I couldn’t imagine without arms could I reach, no way could I ever hold you I need these things, like I need you, if you had a choice what would you choose.”
So I’m on DC, and we went out to dinner and my dad let me have a sip of his drink. And then a waiter saw and started asking for my ID. O____O at first we thought he was kidding, and then we realized he was serious. :O and then he started saying how it was against the law and that I couldn’t drink. LMFAO.
It was the day of my sweet 16, and nothing was ready. None of the dances were finished. I had a realllllly ugly dress. I didn’t finish my candle speeches. I didn’t make my entrance til the party was just about over. LOL, it was terrible. O__O
“This song is so special to me because it’s inspired by my journey and the struggles that I’ve dealt with this past year. I hope people are able to relate to it and realize that they are able to rise above and overcome any obstacle, no matter the circumstances, and shine like a skyscraper. I am still on a personal journey dealing with my own issues each and every day, but the best advice I can give to anyone going through a rough patch is to never be afraid to ask for help. My biggest wish for this song is that it’s able to inspire others and urge them to keep moving forward no matter what the odds.”
I've realized that sometimes all you can do is be there for the person.
Sometimes you shouldn’t try to help them with words, or try to protect them from getting hurt. Sometimes they know the risks they take, and they just need you to be there by their side, supporting them in whatever choice they make.
Lately everyone has to be bisexual or smoke weed, LOL. If you do that stuff, fine. But if you’re just faking it or trying to impress someone, it’s soo annoying. Like, wtf? Why you tryna impress? Another thing, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with drinking, but I don’t think that drinking makes a person cool. Neither does taking 10 thousand pictures holding a red cup. OH, and also all that bull about “I’m original!” YEAH, okay. Tell that to the other billion people who were doing the same thing you just did.
Not tryna sound like a bitch here, but I just needed to let that out ahaha.
They DEFINITELY keep me hooked. Like, if I know a guy likes me, for some reason I don’t wanna talk to him (unless I already like him back). But, if a guy gives me mixed signals and leaves me confused, I’ll think about him more. Yes, I’ll complain about how annoying they are, but at the same time, it makes me want the person more. LOL. But I don’t like when he gives toooooo many mixed signals for too long. Because after a while, I’ll probably give up on the guy.
So basically, mixed signals are not necessarily a bad thing for me, haha.
My dad’s like, “Watch a movie with us!” And I said no and turned around, so he goes “Hey Norma!” and gave me the finger. So I gave it right back to him. (; LMFAO, that’s how me and my parents act. It’s all for fun, tho.<3
I start talking to someone but then I find out something unattractive about him and I start ignoring him. I ignore his texts or reply really late and start getting annoyed. And then I feel like I’m being a bitch, but I can’t help it. I HATE how picky I am. But it’s just who I am. Ugh I’m so messed up hahaha. -__-